The morning of my departure, I was doing my daily internet browse and an instant message popped up. It was not as routine as the daily messages I normally got from him. “Hey. When do you leave?” I explained that I was flying out at 6am. “You have a ride to the airport?” My mother was going to take me. The questions peeked my curiosity. He didn’t usually ask questions like this without a reason.
I thought about that. “He didn’t usually...” What did I know from what he usually did? The statement was funny, because I had only met him once and yet we had talked online every day for the past 2 months. Most of our conversations revolved around my sexual experiences with other people. There was a definite interest in the blog, but I had first slept with him before the blog’s inception. He and I actually first brainstormed the idea of a blog together, post-coitus. In my brief moments of ‘knowing’ him, we had co-conspired on the birth of a blog, in which, I would talk about my sexual explorations. Past that, we knew nothing of each other.
It only took a few lines in the chat for him to ask if I wanted to spend my last night with him and he would drop me at the airport. I had actually thought about doing this with Lewis, but he hadn’t offered, so I didn’t broach the idea. But, this offer was very tempting. The only hang up was that this would be my third guy in 4 days and I was dead tired. Meh. Tired was just one detail of what I was and one monkey don’t stop the show. So, ride pending, I was going to spend my last night in Houston with The Beautiful One. God is good.
I texted him saying I wasn’t coming, because I was too emotional about leaving. He said he understood, but I should consider crying on his shoulder. That was it. I was going. I said my goodbyes to my family and Lynn picked my up from my folk’s house. He had agreed to pick me up from Lynn’s place at 10.
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